Friday, September 22, 2006
this is divine intervention
actually I've moved haha http://strugglingdiva.livejournal.com
jialing
7:11 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
:D:D:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ohmm.
jialing
4:21 AM
Hi gang wednesday stayover at angkasa's house don't forget,
Rmb to bring money for prata, I wont lend you, you might have to lend me.
Also rmb to do a prayer that her mother will ask "Do you all want pizza?"
I want the new pulling one, so does Rach I think.
Me and Ham rmb to bring makeup and dong's present.
Okay off for TEAM AMERICAAAAAA PART2!
America, fuck yeah! Comin' again to save the motherfucking day, yeah!
America, fuck yeah! Freedom is the only way, yeah!
Terrorists, your game is through, 'cause now you have to answer to
America, fuck yeah! So lick my butt and suck on my balls!
America, fuck yeah! What you gonna do when we come for you now!
Carson: "The Terrorist" is getting away with the WMD.
Joe: I got him
[fires a rocket at the terrorist, it misses and hit's the Eiffel Tower causing it to collapse]
Joe: Damn, I missed him!
HURHUR.OUT.
jialing
3:43 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Today Dong woke me up saying "you sound like you're having orgasm"
D:D:D:D:D:D:
I've come to realised that 6bottles/day is the secret remedy to curing flu, and it can even cunningly pass it on to your friends (eg.ham)
My DKNY paycheque haven't arrive
and I'm already so called spending-future-money,
I ought to be spanked! -kinky wryly smile
I like my DKNY boss, he's this cutely gayly cute Terence who likes to impart great wisdom to me like 'You know how important it is for you to be standing outside the changing room or not?"
I rmbed the answer was smth to do with scaring people.
Haha we caught this movie called Frostbite, it was so bad I can only say luckily we caught it on a monday.
They tried to scare us with a scene in the hospital ward,
the shadow of this man holding what seemed like a knife and hammer
and then it was actually a flower and vase.
If there's a day I want a boyfriend, I want him to be like Hyun-bin :D
Smoochie woochies goobiechies!
Oh wait, I just rmbed I aspired to be a Ronin groupie last week, levan lovelove!
(But again, I'm a shining diva so everyone loves me instead -poses for neoprint machine)
I have Momo pictures to show! (actually the toilet)
hi this is not momo yet
They say they spotted a monkey scratching head. I need to clear up the misunderstanding, I was catching fleas.
I think I look like ju-on here! Cool shit!
My god, putting photos up are tedious. So their toilets are like built for me, complete with glittery bowl seats and topless men on the doors. OH YES and velvety beeeg couches!
Oh cabbing from town to Momo is only 4bucks, happy please :)))))
Momomomomomo, momo is a strong girl.
Got guy think I'm malay girl, 3rd time this week thank you.
Clubbing with a dress is not exactly safe.
Well at least I got a free drink from him.
There's weird ppl who talk about wanting to make out with you and the next thing you see, is them standing next to you in the club doin this other girl. Purposely or not, korean drama or not. What a bitch.
I went to the cancer warrior gig at youthpark ytd to fulfil the requirements of being a ronin groupie. Hahahaha no lah I'm such an ass. Me and Izzy's hair were fried :( Merv's friend's hair looks like dragonball!
Someone (I shan't name who) was late so me and iz had to rot for a long time. Rachel cannot like that one you know! Jas and Merv Townhill joined us we played pool. Got mocked by him. Went esplanade, took the wrong nightrider, luckily diana came to my rescue and acted as my portable online SBS tourguide.
jialing
4:44 PM
I'm losing it, the things I once took pride in, the nitty gritties I used to enjoy wholesomely, the little capabilities I used to excel in. Gone, with little scattered traces I just can't seem to pick up. It might be a question of temptation, or perhaps self-love. Watching others getting the credit, you wonder what is with the laid-back attitude, where was the little hero in you. Determination, determination... determination?
jialing
4:36 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Finally time to come online.
Work started ytd, it was physically hardwork labour nonstop till 11
where ham looked like she could devour the whole BK.
I din't have energy to eat
and the day was still not over, talked business strategies with andrew and khai and company which kinda sucks, but i do like their thinking concept and all.
Afterwhich, me ham rach were just exhausted to the point you can just sit on the floor and break down and cry.
It doesnt help we were stranded in town with no train no nightriders no money to take cab and friends who are not willing to help. And a million worries about the day after. And I do mean a million.
I had menses btw and had to decide whether to stayover at andrew or rach's hse. ham was screwed by parents, rach was screwed by money. Ohwell but that khai guy was a great help to me in the end.
Slept for 2hrs and had to wake up again for work. Mummy was sick and I din't even know. Today was guerilla war to the extreme. We looked just like 3 haggard crazy women.
And just ended work reached home, looking at that spare Krunk ticket and wondering why am i sitting at home when half the teenage population is probably dancing to Tokyo Drift.
No time to wonder, need to sleep tmr morning's work again.
Whoever is complaining to me they are having a lack of rest is complaining to the wrong person and I will be pissed off badly. badly. BADly.
EMO ENTRY.
jialing
1:24 AM
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Happy birthday Michelle Wong!
Tmr going tang dynasty see ghost as a secret class outing which excluded alot of people haha my classmates so cute.
jialing
1:51 AM
I've been wanting to put up smth very touching!
And I wanted to do a collage for her in return, but this Miss Yeo here forbids me to put up pictures of her bunghood nor long haired days. And insists I wait for her to send me a decent picture.
But I dunno she's like went down to the park play chess tournament or smth, until now also haven't send me D:
So anyway yah my point is, VERY TOUCHING :'(
love you, loves you!
no matter how many times you disappear to wash swimming pool for that aus guy, or play maple with ah bengs, or play golf with ysy, or read karmasutra and gossip girls,
I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU TO TELL ME THE ANSWER TO WHO'S COCO LEE'S TWO SISTERS.
jialing
12:11 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Hao hua bu chang kaiiiii, hao jing bu chang zaiiiii
My noisy-and-cannot-put-alot-of-cards-and-summore-cannot-tap-my-ezlink-card-but-i-still-like-metal-wallet
I'm too lazy to go out on a sunday, shall ps vinny they all haha!
China colleague suddenly emailed, touching!
I think I've got a crush on someone
But everyone can't seem to commit haha
Let's all commit a crime (:
jialing
1:05 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Just reached home and cant sleep because i scrubbed and wringed my hair like a mop just now so its still wet. NEVER had such smoke booze filled hair. fuckanathan. tired to blog.
Fareast visit gay hairdresser, carolyn came bitchy in disguise hahaha! Nik had to slave at her workplace ):
Bumble Bee expensive deprived of drinks music good but we stepped in turn techno ninabei. me ham rach iz jas merv andrew kungfu beng and annoying to the core young kid. kungfu beng hug so tight cannot breathe how to dance? young kid bet here and there cheebye sia want to slap him. challenge me kiss andrew(th), bet he want me challenge him kiss ham. -points middle finger. thirsty hot stuffy they need to install more air-con. Last song at 3 wth waste money. Andrew dance quite cute. Quite a fwe tokyo drift, even cuter (:
Rotted till Macs opened at 8 everyone ate a full meal with no real money needed :D
Thanks angkasa for the burger lovelove <3
jialing
10:53 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Hi I can see you are very happy because you are happy for me because I FOUND A JOB!
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MY MUMMY DADDY -wipe tears BROTHER. ALRIGHT NOT REALLY. ROCKY AUNTIE UNCLE.
WOOHOO!
Actually no lah HAM I LOVE YOU! As much as rach loves you. We all love you!
Love your cousin too!
So I'm workin' at Wisma DKNY, I insist ye come visit me because I predict I'll be bored. I'm loaded to the gunwales, matey!
You li'ly libbered land lubber. sketched some stuff today, felt really good! Artistically gooood :D And painted me nails green and white (art too thank ye)
I'm a hiphop lass and I love hiphop laddies! All hands on deck!
jialing
10:31 PM
Monday, August 21, 2006
First, the bitch blatantly stole my favourite socks (mummy washed it twice so I'm satisfied)
Then she pulled my blanket down.
TOTAL BITCH! Oh well theoretically she is. But still, I blame her.
Bitch is over at handsome Chen Yan's house now. forever and ever. away from attacking my poor kind hearted Rocky (like owner like dog, no wonder)
She had a change of identity though to
YAPJUJU
JUJU JUMANGI! JU-ON! JUPITER!
Sailor Jupiter is lesbian really, I read it on some reliable website!
Feeling really bombastically lilylimlaylayly FAAAAT these 2 days,
Make me rather turned off for friday's Bumble Bee D:
Cafe cosy canopy plan restored tmr! (or rather today)
It's 4:30 now I need to sleep or else I'll be late for it
They should air the rally now so I got smth to fall aslp to.
Now I sound like I'm an airhead who know nuts about policies and politics.
I really really want to buy 'Secrets of Self-made Millionaire' by Adam Khoo!
But it's $32.90! (and I feel like talking about cents off marketing strategy yadda yadda)
Hi friends, buy for me and this is an order.
Self help books are hap shit :D
No I'm not delusional despite common belief.
They are good stuff and I shant share with you why because you're stupid and stubborn.
jialing
4:02 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
OMG.
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alt="Cutie Hungering for Orgasms and Yeses"
border="0">NOT FAIR. Why others all get those heroic demure ones and I get this shit ):
Back to cuppage after ICP paper. And endless sitting and chatting from one end of town to the other. Now what did we talk about? Oh. Watching porn haha.
People around us are getting horny.
Slept full shift (quote unquote ham) and woke up at 4 today.
Plans for cafe canopy obviously scraped D:
Bumble Bee on friday I AM EXCITED.
Off to watch TEAM AMERICAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
jialing
10:36 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Fuck lah, I give up on trying to wear the Marykate dress. I am short, whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Dress up for sale, anyone anyone? Sue? Eil? Rach? Nik? ANYONE?
Havent touch ICP, great.
angstykid_89@hotmail.com
jialing
4:52 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Hi am I suppose to update on my FOM exam?
I only studied half of what is tested, I need a fucking asshit disaster to fall upon me now to wake me up.
And two nights before, I finished up the entire season of
'Living with Fran'
I'm a useless teenager.
And fellow marketeers, something interesting..
Cognitive dissonance is the perception of incompatibility between two cognitions, which can be defined as any element of knowledge, including attitude, emotion, belief, or behavior. The theory of cognitive dissonance holds that contradicting cognitions serve as a driving force that compels the mind to acquire or invent new thoughts or beliefs, or to modify existing beliefs, so as to reduce the amount of dissonance (conflict) between cognitions. Experiments have attempted to quantify this hypothetical drive.
For example if I sold rocky's poo to you for 20bucks and told you it's good shit, you would convince yourself it's reaaaaaaally GOOOD.
But if I paid you 20bucks for rocky's poo and says it sucks shit,
you probably don't even wanna buy it.
The point of this is that if everyone says its good it should be good somehow.
The cranky theories in life can be so fascinating.
I'm having cognitive dissonance at this moment too, I'm convinced Lj is good though I suck so much at using it.I might switch over any moment. And partly because I wanna read those 'friends only' sections of bitches like Eil! ):):):
And then jasmine can add me as a friend too ahahahaha.
Spreed after fom!
New marykate dress and weird print top!
Fretting over what bra to wear with the dress
And I need a patent red belt ):
Kenny Rogers was a killer to our pockets though.
Ham Rach and me embarassingly gave papa toh a pirate sword and disney princesses birthday card. Used up all my tinkerbell stickers ):
We lost to Dong though, who can beat a vibrator?
Caught up with the singaporean spirit few days back and headed down to esplanade for fireworks. 2hrs of sore butt and 10mins of overwhelm. sheesh.
Iz tried to bluetooh 'Tokyo Drift' from my phone and it came out as a remix.
Alright I'm leading a boring life currently I have no idea what to blog.
I do not like people who act if as they read alot but uses thesaurus to write an entry. Neither do I like people who like people just because they read alot and seemingly have good english.
An internet fabricated image is utter bullshit.
jialing
1:59 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Very very baddddddd..
It's 4:50am and I just bathed finish I'm sneezing away
I think I'm gonna be sick soon
And very veryy baddd
I bought 3 fucking tops in 2 days and a belt and mryjanes pending, and this jeans I dunno whether to confirm and sue's suspenders which I insist I should buy a white top to go along with ahahaha excuses but loving it.
And very bad,
one of the top is a fucking 13.5 across and 13.5 top to bottom.
I need to lose weight FAST.
I ate so many slices of pizza at pizza walker just now
but it was a treat!
And because I was busy eating, I din't study!
But I organised my notes and stole wong's stapler
and decorated my notebk
I'm generally happy :D
And omg we watched 'Click'
I cried so badlyyyy :'(
(did i just use a p6 emoticon)
I must tell my parents I love them tmr!
After that i'll try to d/l the show illegally, woohoo!!
I was late for ITB exam tgt with rach for 10mins,
I must train to run up the business sch slope faster.
Willie was nice, he helped us log in beforehand
And at the end I whined that I can't figure out the stupid tabulated text part
and he helped me do it ahahaha
but i still dint complete that part
but the rest was pretty ok
I must pass, to prove that i'm not technobimbo.
YES.
Chen yan wants a dog, I felt nice
so i found one for him.
I'm nice.
dehhdehdehdeh CHIHUAHUA!
Hi chen yan if you ever read this,
I HAVE A SHIH TZU, U DONT -woohoo jabs air
but rocky is getting very fat :(
I need to do more push ups to carry him.
I'm apparently very bored I can't sleep
Shall finish up my book,
then i can trade with dii 'rich dad poor dad'
can't wait :D
jialing
4:55 AM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
I remembered during DTP lesson Jasmine googled the world's ugliest dog, and apparently it's really very ugly.
Even uglier than albino! (I understand it's an airhead comment but I couldnt resist it)
I ate three packs of Jack'nJill and it gave me headaches.
I suddenly have this great urge to watch The Lake House!!! But I don't have money to watch movies in theatres. I tried Comet but cannot find. How how how. This is a very grave situation ahahahahhaha. Someone should just give me a movie treat :D
I was stacking away papers just now when I saw the DTP ca3 assignment paper, telling us that we are supposed to be a graphic designer and pretend to present our work to our client you know those kinda things. fuck spider man. I din't know that and it occured to me I'm screwed.
I hopped in and started something like
"Hi this is my editorial, as you can see I did it like one page style instead of the usual two that everyone did because i'm unique" -gives megawatt smile
And then I went on to say
"I din't put many pictures because I took the photos with my camera phone hahahhaha!"
And when she asked me do I always use photoshop
I told her yah last time I photoshopped away my pimples and stuff
But she laughed and said alot of people does that
So I think she does too :D:D:D:D
Nearing the end I even framed my classmates, telling doris nga that they say my font design can put on those pasar malam billapong and quitsilver shirts. After I went out my angry classmates reminded me I said it myself not them. haha whatevaaaaaa~
Aza has been calling me chao ah lian, very bad I need to do something.
Dong has a friend call bob like bob the builder but very old.
So anyway friends and foes alike, you all have not been great help.
So I set up the modem connection myself!
I was really down and all, almost wanted to cry
so I sat on my chair hugged the modem, stoned there while twisting the cables and it suddenly lit up.
haha I'm a closet wizard! Happy happy! -does a techno dance move
Have been back in action doing my hardcore livejournal shopping, just grabbed a new rock n roll tee (with an orgasmic flying v pic!!!) for this incredible price I'm not gonna tell you incase you call me a cheapo when you see me in that shirt!
Haven't been to cuppage for a LOOOOOOOOONG time, like a week!
I went crazy listening to Bungalow Zen's Mona Lisa Smile, it was like repeat mode for 46 times.
This entry is like randomly bimbotically random.
Nik's SP student card's pword: ILOVESEAN
hahahahhaha omg random random! Ok and not true (thats what nik claims lah)
End off with random photos I want to show you all..
I strongly believe in the importance of etiquette even in Macdonalds. And hahaha I just realised it looks like there's someone falling down behind me. Check out my fingers.
diana you meanass, It's OKAY to be short.
Hi I'm a closet beng.
The world is in my hands (my fans did this for me, AHAHAHA)
Even if you're paul twohill, you still need to pay rental fees + 5%GST for borrowing my blazer. Obviously he didn't and obviously I'm not very happy.
HI WHERE'S WALLY? WHERE'S NIK'S BIKINI?
Rushed down in time to support dongy dong. Oh and I was quite surprised because I dint know the nicholas guy(extreme left) they were talking about was the hillsongy guy that clarice brough to RJC gig!
Rotting at some horrible prata place after gashaus, bimbotic ham with chaney(?) drunk.
Hi I look very bad in both photos, but you knowwwww..just incase Spanishfly gets famous one day, this will do me good. And maybe like people will plead me to give them the bassist's autograph, I can overcharge them and contribute to my dye-my-hair-so-aza-will-stop-calling-me-chao-ahlian fund.
YES I NEED TO DO SMTH TO MY HAIR
allow me to use an emoticon
:'(
jialing
3:32 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Hi comrades, do you know that microsoft word is very amazing.
I can do alot of things that you cannot. hahaha blah blah blah!
I can drop cap do header footer do indentation add excel and use it to make graph chart and i personally think the tabulated text function is very amazing.
I am in ITB class now with a total population of 9 people. I am surrounded by the smarty hardworking pants in class and I think I can blend in quite well. WHOOPISH!
My naughty classmates all pon I never.
They're rushing Dtp proj which is due tmr.
I never rush
I think I am going to die tmr. how????
My school has VERYYY nice prata plaster. I never knew there's such things.
I become very knowledgeable in school.
Oh hahahaha I forgot to tell you I like to come for ITB lessons because I can use the internet.
I haven't surf blogs read mails do hardcore online shopping watch the porn site that andrew recommended for about a week.
I have this country pumpkin aura coming out. disgusting.
My house has no more internet because
my mother change to singnet(cause come with free desktop worth $1899)
I dunno how to set up the modem and other shits along with it
Oh yah oh man oh man
Friends and foes alike reading this,
if you are capable of setting it up (I SECRETLY THINK ITS VERY EASY BUT I DUNNO WHY I CANNOT DO IT)
PLease please please come my house to help me do it.
I can offer you free cup of boiled water when you come.
Someone left my 'clique'
I lost a friend
Bastarhymeeeeeeee
Miss you a little
It's the hectic war time again, alot of projects to rush alot of exams.
Sigh.
I went to gashaus after the crescent AAD.
Andrew is a nice boy, he only charged us 10bucks
But the crowd was bad, danced with tipsy andrew.
Got guys fight over dear hammy :DDDDD
Omg the class end already, I got no more free internet. I'm a little sad.
omg omg I'm the second last one left. BYE.
jialing
2:13 PM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
You see, a couple of hours ago I was feeling really morbid. No, angst-filled. More of morbid. I was on the misleading spark of blogging evil and brainless thoughts, brainless in the context of angering people.
But I got lazy even to type so I went to watch my all time fav sitcom 'living with fran', laughed my ass off and got so much better.
But really.
Recognition kills.
It's like you are going to have sex, so beforehand you are stuck at choosing which panties to wear. One is victoria's secrets and the other pasar-malam style but with nice prints. In the end VS was chosen.And anyway I think your boyfriend doesn't give a hoot.
So sex is arts fest and pasar malam panties is my art. (bf's the ministers hah)
and it then occurred to me..
VS panties can be ronin,pm panties say...sf
VS panties can be junior colleges, pm panties are polytechnics
sex is generally the society that brings weaker people down. The weak people like to say "welcome to the real world which sucks" and if you think about it crudely, that's because they're at the pitfall of it all. And of cos, the above statement is true to all, but the successful ones don't repeat and repeat and dwell over it, they overcome it. So that makes the difference.
Back to petty subjects,
It gives a whole new meaning to art appreciation isn't it? Winning an award for a piece brings about almost a revolution. It's like 'branded' everyone knows it's 'branded' so it's only natural to say it's good. No one cares about the one that din't have a chance to enter the competition. It has no talking point, it is deem inferior to the award winning piece. But for those who talked, have you all really studied the pieces, do you know what you are talking about, how did you define your decision of replacing the award piece with my 'indie' piece. At this point of time I have typed alot and backspaced alot because it seems like in one way or another it would turn controversial. So forget it. I'm definitely not saying the VS panties is lousy and that pm panties are excellent. Infact the topic of appreciation of art is not even really included at this stage anymore. It is about recognition. And then I think to myself, it is me who creates achievements. I could have been the award-winning one can go even further if I want to and I will. So in NLP language, I've turned setbacks into opportunities. Alright, not yet. Not before I achieve it.
But actually, it's just a small matter, I'm just blowing it up like what girls do best at. Fuck, I'm not even taking art anymore so drop it.
jialing
4:35 AM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
eeyer, i've got tissue stuck in my nose now, cool.
Sick at a terribly wrong time.
I wanted to get real motivated like you know
-laughs
listen during tutorials and fervently copy notes during lectures
reading them through when at home
sounded real kickass -punches air a few times
But ytd I concluded when you're sick,you should just do nothing.
I DUNNO WHY MY ITUNES IS SO ANNOYING LIKE ERM HMMM FOM AND ICP AND CC AND OC AND MOSQUITOES. Robbie Williams is going like 'S-s-sssshe'ssss t-t-the one-e-e'
I also dunno why I am so broke till i cannot afford new foundation, there are so many mysteries in life. Woohoohoo!
I can't wait to go back crescent on 29th,
I NEED TO TOUCH MY BATIK PIECE AGAIN. LIKE OMG. FONDLE IT.
So anyway if you're a crescentian, or spanishfly fan, or ronin fan, or merv's love victims, or want to see vera hot dance or jialing fan
(majority is the last catergory)
Come down on that day! You're in for a good show!
I need to blog more normally,
so yah. sch today was I cannot rmb.
oh yah. today dover mrt kept telling us to attention pls, no eating or drinking on the platform. Like nonstop for about 15 times. So angry, we weren't eating/drinking lor.
fucking nabei similan similan kaboom wombeder wombeder wombeder yondruer ahriieyongerii.
After that we went cuppage to play pool like every other day.
Then I ate takopapoopoochi with rach (omg nik never eat before, offbeat or offbeat?)
and i regret cause iz and ham's crispy chicken smelt like heavenly roosters.
They sneaked the chicken into the train to eat but hahaha omg sadcase_sia89@hotmail.com
there were many many blue guards in our carraige.
Wah got clique dinner this friday :D
I'm listening to Everytime We Touch
very very inspired to learn how to dance trance! :D
Byebye my loved ones <3
ciaos tata! young! sauce! sawadeecarp birdthongchai muay muay thai!
OH OMG. MERVYN LEE ZE KAI HAPPY HAPPY AND VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. MAY YOU BE HAPPY AND ALWAYS HAPPY. I'M OLDER THAN YOU.
jialing
11:46 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Long day today, I mean I slept for a long day today.
But I am SO NOT AN AIRSPACE PIG (quote unquote buttcrack face rachel siah)
I chionged FOM till 6:30 this morning
Went to bathe, intending to go for lecture
Slept awhile on the bowl
and then at 12 plus noon found myself on my bed :D
And wah lao check this out (chants NNB 700 X 97328452784)
i dressed up nice nice alrdy U KNOW and stepped out of my house U KNOW. The next thing, i called jialing to check if shes on her way to school. n n if shes late for cc too, we can chiong in class together mah. I was wrong. she was sleeping! that AIRSPACE PIGGY!!!
[PS: jl sounds terrible when she'd juz woke up. pls dun attempt to call while shes slpin. ur heart might juz die on the spot. ]
*DUP LUB DUP LUB* "hello?"(jl's voice) *DUP*--slience--Rachel don't worry i wont tell everybody you waxed your eyebrows and look evil now complete with alot of eyeshit(according to yourself)
And that you kissed John the bukit merah stainless steel pot sales promoter
The fat and ugly one incase you forgot
No I won't take these off, ok unless you pay me $95 (as a good friend I gave you 5% discount)
I think LG should employ me as the new PR officer for their Chocolate phone
Whoopie ! :D
I WANT TO BUY OVERALLS BADLY ):):):):
I want the shorts kind not the the mini skirt kind
(I can open my legs bigger)
For nice ones, go to fareast
You must go in through the bridge then turn right, turn left then turn right again
Don't buy there also nvm lah.
The shop colour is i think brown.
Money is so important,
rachel I change my mind, to take that above paragraph off it's S$105
(5% is GST)
jialing
6:59 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
I am so angry and sad, I was doing Excel revision spreadsheet just now and I was finishing up my graph and the error popup appear and closed my excel. And I tried again and it happened again.
My heart cannot take it.
And I've been downloading this show for weeks and its now at 94%
and now theres this error with my bitcomet too and so it refuses to download anymore.
My heart really cannot take it.
I conclude I'm a technobimbo fucktard.
Okay just being humble.
but really, HONG GAN LAH.
I'm just going to give up revising stupid Excel and go watch downloaded shows.
While eating my animal biscuits
Bliss :D:D:D:D:D
Oh one more bad luck issue, I GOT A PIMPLE ON MY THIGH :(:(:(:(:(
(picture of it on merv's blog)
I suspect I'm heaty
But I've been doing the 6-cups-of-water-every-morning diet
and its like ninabei, when I sheeshee it's so loud.
Oh I'm like supposed to post up pictures for you
but it's like i'm technobimbo later the thing error my heart cannot take it again.
techonocycle :(
But I did change my friendster photos, that one quite easy to do.
Iz almost wanted to bring us to techno club after watching soccer last sat -does ah beng hand sliding action- It inspired me not to stay out late hahahaha.
Today I'm a very nice girl, I bought kinder surprise for my friends and even wrote love notes for them complete with cute blue ribbons like me.
I had an inhuman 5hour straight lesson schedule today
I need to complain to my mother.
I think my class is a warzone, my classmates are warriors, and everyone should just go eat ice-cream or smth to be happier.
jialing
9:18 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
I wanted to blog just now after I reached home, cause people say moi neber blog again. Lao niang stressed!
Crap.
But I ended up watching the ghost show on tv with merv and eil on conference,
Then conferencing with rach and ham till now which is like 5:08
because we're too poor to go clubbing
msn free :DDDD
DID YOU WATCH DID YOU WATCH THE GHOST SHOW? MY TYPE OF SHOW MAN. PEOPLE'S HEAD GET SLICED OFF, CUTE GUY GET CRUSHED BY CAR. WAH SOLID.
Just now while playing pool,
it was my turn
but the next table the player also standing same side
so gentleman let me first
but i said
'no you go first, i take 3yrs to shoot in one ball'
I wasn't lying.
OK bastaaarhyme, I need to sleep my earhole very itchy.
Tmr gig at art house followed by supper then soccer.
So I'll blog later before I leave my house
I'll try to put up alot of pictures
Cause I know you read very slow.
Oh I got A+ for my ICP exam. It's ok you don't have to remember. REALLY. ITS OK. DONT REMEMBER I GOT A+ AH.
jialing
5:09 AM
Friday, June 23, 2006
I was emo, I said
"once sch starts,
we'll wake up at 7 have monday morning tutorial blues, drag ourselves to attend draggy lectures, have piled up project work.."
Then both rach and ham got emo too.
Then I thought of the Sec4 pia-ing days, whenever we never study for a test (which is everytime lah), we'll always say
"omg let's just get married now, don't need sit for o'levels"
Then I thought of the chionging art submission days,
when we don't even have time to have our dosage of Qiji Laksa at tbp,
we'd have our favourite Macs delivery
where we'd ask leicester (art instructor) what she wants
and she said "Whopper"
that parrrtyyy animal who introduced us to a new word - GORBLOCK
Lovely lovely days where we always wondered whether our lungs were already coated with a thick layer of breathed-in wax.
Where we secretly koped rachael wee's canting (janting?),
where we stole the school's toilet roll for batik,
where someone will scream when her wax spills,
where we tahpau food into the art room and get screwed by tricia goh,
where it was a daily routine to ask "ehh, you got do finish your 8723546235 sketches anot!"
where gek pronounced 'frequency density' as 'frequency denty'
where we have trainrides - me deepa daph farahin shaf wq and everyone else, and we cannot stop laughing at everything from people digging nose to hairy people to big tits.
And hahahahahha omg we cried when we got full distinctions, damn drama ah!
Merv accompanied me today to buy my new bag, love love!
He had a new shirt that said 'Kill your idols', kickass!
Then I rebought the shades that spoilt, and met diana to do sone funny things.
Gonna trade in my v3i for a samsung tmr before it triggers my heart attack.
Then I'll sleep my afternoon away because I do not want to meet xiao le alone even though it's his birthday.
And I'll be all geared up to travel half of singapore to Jas's house for ICP project! Haha I'm seriously looking forward, because I heard her house is really nice and big and WITH 16 DOGS, I can play with them forever :D:D:D:D:D
And saturday there's plans for soccer watching,
O k a y it's 5:15am and I'm still not sleepy fucking hell.
I've alot of thoughts running through my mind now, it's those junky kind that doesn't make sense, or rather, not important.
In a club you can dance so wildly with a person you let him touch you everywhere, but after that all the more you don't wanna know him in person, perhaps it's something to do with not spoiling the beautiful wild memory.
But then I think about it, it's not true in the case of Roy and Christian.
Ok I just ranted out all my thoughts to someone else, so this entry can finally end.
jialing
4:28 AM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Headed over to club momo for awhile purely in the name of HELPING andrew henry lee.
nabei cheebye, really hate him sometimes.
I din't even want to go in, but since there were leftovers I decided to buy it myself
Stayed in there for about half an hour with germaine
got fedup, stuffed the remaining tics back and told him to wait himself and left
clubbing's no fun without ham and rach they all anw
gave andrew my drink coupon
and had to pay for both me and maine's tics
I'm broke I dunno how I'm gonna buy my bag on thursday
Aiya Im just being petty and moodswinging cause I've been guilty of eating alot ytd and today.
Zouk was a peaceful affair, ahahaha. The crowd was dead and unfamiliar. Well, Roy and Christian wasn't, but they were pretty fucked up. Music was good initially but the back was like all Yo yo Wazzup! I hate the dj.
Chris the cute little bung from my uan stint turned out to be maine's friend's friend. YAY.
Watched soccer with ham, brazil brazil brazil :D
I think I can't really dance dirtily with other girls except ham.
Bumped into John after zouk and got dragged to have breakfast with him in town.
Talked about lesbian sex and watched porn.
Lost my voice the next day,
Bastaaaaaaaarhyme sia.
Third time I got tagged, don't do later got back luck. nabei, hong gan..
What were you doing in secondary school?
1)hardcore art (best time of my life)
2)affair with girls
3)escaping from gek
4)changing in class
5)bathing, sleeping, eating, digging nose, passing motion, the usual
Five of your favourite singers/bands?
1)Rocktigers
2)Guns n Roses
3)Bon Jovi
4)Miyavi
5)Spanishfly
6)Muse
7)Queen
8)Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, Mandy Moore
Damn, I'm a rebel, cannot stick to 5Five things you would do if you were a millionaire?
1) give it all to my mom for safekeeping and tell her not to tell others
2) act poor
3) organise a gig whereby entrance is free, all the bands are paid, everyone's happy
4) take up a second diploma art related
5) No, I would not donate to charity
Five things you like doing?
1) losing weight
2) not going school
3) drawing, sketching, batik, not really painting though
4) dirty dancing with christian and xiao le (ahahahha wtf)
5) doing nothing, oh wait I like to go out with my mummy too
Five things you would never buy, wear or get?
1) condom
2) actually I don't know, I mean I might buy condom for my sex partners in future so I was stumped so I looked at merv's answers, but like if someone give me money to buy a PMK shirt I'll still wear it...to sleep or smth. So lets skip this.
Five favourites? ( in no particular order)
1)mummy
2)daddy
3)rocky
4)art
5)music
Five people to do this?
1) 5566
alright thats 5 people.
jialing
3:43 AM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
There's newcomers in my life, weird ones, emo especially.
I do not want to be attached. I gotta worry about looking pretty (or in some past scenarios, butchily suave)so I'll be upset when he/she sees my fats. I gotta be devoted and waste time accompanying the lover. Ok at least this part you enjoy being physical. But then everyone knows flings are so much more thrilling. I gotta act romantic at times to keep the romance flaming so you know, you gotta end every stupid msg with 'ilu <3' And my point is after that you all break up. I haven't even touch on the money part and alot of parts to be exact.
Random photos,
My son going clubbing
My IC got confiscated at DXO (but its alright chantel :D I got it back!), I had a dirty dance with random striped guy. We got harrassed by bengs. I wish mr xiao le can stop msging and being emo really. Met christian and roy from kosher. These two long story lah.
Mediocre Jrock bands performing that night for a tad too long. Afterall this is clubbing, not a gig. But this band's lead guitarist is one of the best I've ever seen. Vinyl Summer(hope I spelt correctly) was pretty awesome too.
Jeslin's belated birthday celebration at fish&co
Lovely lovely night :D
We took a neoprint out of curiosity and got mocked by alot of close friends,boohoohoo.
(credit: dong)
Went down to support sf at rock d fort, but only caught the last few mins of the act. And merv I just read your blog, no I did not shit in the end.
Must we do this? Check Dong out.
SO ANYWAY I AM SO SO SO IN LOVE WITH ROCKTIGERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
VELVET GEENA WOULD YOU TURN LESBIAN?
So anyway I found her myspace and YOU MUST CLICK ON IT BECAUSE THERE'S AWESOME TRACKS OF ROCKTIGER UPLOADED ON IT.
http://www.myspace.com/vgeena Best band that night for sure! Can they not go back to korea? :'(
jialing
11:51 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
I might die any moment
because I believed that e-learning week
sucked up half of my lifespan
I must have made a million neuro-connections while attempting the quizes
Okay I'm sorry I just started on them when it's the last day of the week
I'm defnitely not sane now at this moment,
I'm handling online shopping with intense msning and friendster research with these quizes
fuck, I just realised I had a draft few days back. I'm procastinating even in blogging. great. i shall anyhow finish it and post it up now
tata young
since im not sane now i might as well use the opportunity to say things like maryanne is a bitch. haha im bitchy to say that too but really lor, she's the worst person i've ran for. it's people like her that makes andrew seems really nice for once. and fucking nabei cheebye, people around me are so practical and superficial. stop using me for networking. and lao niang is older and smarter than you, so shut the fuck up fucking whore, go study for o'levels but i hope you fail. when you are of higher social status then come and talk to me. you might finally be of use to me then. and no, you you and you are not pretty at all. so stop thinking you are. i just dint had the heart to tell you he said you are ugly. and stop stealing my com stupid bro i worked and paid for it myself. u have a fucking pay so why dont u even repair ur fucking expensive com that lasted for only a year. if u want to borrow at least have the courtesy to ask and fucking stop downloading all the cheena shows and songs and whats with the popups? and ive come to a point where everyone is freaking boastful i dunno whether its to impress or to degrade, its ok but not ok when you have nth much to do so. and i hate panicky people. hello? if you are not up to standard then dont take up the job. then you get all stupid when shit happens and shift the blame and i have to clear up the mess for you. and there is this one thing i cannot stand. does having a handphone means i must have the responsibility to be contactable 24/7? FUCKINGHELLNO. You make me feel like buying a handphone is like buying responsibility or smth. then i rather not have one. I have my own life to lead so stop harrassing me over the phone. and when i get a phonecall dont tell me i dont have a choice to choose whether to pick up or not or a msg whether to reply or not.
this is how much angst i have inside of me currently
i am not nice at all to everybody
and im gonna turn nasty on monday.
jialing
4:30 AM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Mummy bought me kickass chocolate powder, blend it drink it and you can go without food for a day :D:D:D
I hope to be bulimic, might have chance to get interviewed on tv!
Stayed at home for the weekend because I was in tricky financial situations, till now I owe andrew $16. I hate counting money really, smth to do with my f9 maths I suspect.
But I tell you andrew is so calculative,
he thought I was going to elope with the $400 tics money
like quit sp and move house right
so CHICKEN NUGGET.
So I had to meet my fom group in town ytd to supposedly complete our marketing report. Strangely, I only rmbed jer and nik leaving, and me rach and mervyn taking kawaiine neoprints. It's really kawaiineh!
Oh and nik was giving out strong vibes tgt with andrew, I was too weak to resist, so I ended up going last minute clubbing with rach and ham. Izyan's bf dint let her join us and jasmine was puking her devoted heart out at disgusting DRAGONBOAT trng.
Had dinner at galilee where I bumped into Jasmine Ang! Patriotic her was wearing crescent pe attire. My dinner consists of chicken cubes dipped in vomit and sweat flavoured soup.
I think I officially live for Wednesdays.
I had a bra-less night! DAMNNNNNNN COMFORTABLE -kicks air
had a smoove trip to the club compared to nik and friends who took a $2.40 cab ride.
I was stupid enough to forget yours truly sell tickets too and went to BUY FROM ANOTHER SELLER. champion notzzz???
Butterfactory's really nice, or maybe its smth to do with the fact that it wasn't crowded. Someone fed me lollipop but I din't like the flavour.
Drinks promote wild dancing really. Everything was so physical that night and Roy(stranger) is a fucking sensuous dancer, I like. But they were little boys :( Me and rach got groggy and disappeared. Came back to hear hot stories from ham :D
Hugs and tongues and grinding and drinking summarises the night.
Oh nik's night would be described as BOUNCEYYYY. haha!
Oh we saw paul twohill at macs with crazy groupies. And trans who showed their undies. Lovely :)
jialing
6:48 PM
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Just got home, had an arduous journey with jasmine izyan hamizah rachel.
Oh yeah and a wild night.
There were so many Choy Jia Lings in the club today,
I wonder why.
Going to school now for icp, I need to learn how to communicate better.
jialing
8:38 AM
Monday, May 29, 2006
HAHA THIS QUIZ SAYS I AM HORNY AND I WILL RAPE 10 GUYS IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
HAHAHAHAHAH DEAR COMRADES GO DO IT TOO AND TELL ME YOU ARE HORNIER THAN ME -MOANS
Love and Sex life PredictionOh and it actually calculates for you in minutes and seconds how long you can get along with your crushes.
Oh by the way don't kill me if you dont get a good answer, really.
I can't sleep again, anyway being a butch seemed ancient.
jialing
3:10 AM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
I was falling asleep last night, when I decided to blog more often.
But life currently really just consists of ponning and lateing and sitting around talking I know you would think I'm boring and hate me.
So I koped a quiz from wq's blog which is pretty cool like me! (greaaat simile)
OH FUDGE THERE'S THE RING ON TV NOW. SHOULD I WATCH SHOULD I WATCH? BUT I WATCHED IT BEFORE. AND WHAT IF THE PHONE RINGS LATER. OKAY NVM I WILL HIT IT AWAY WITH MY BARE HANDS. TATA CIAOS BLOG LATER.
-waves fist in air
I'm back! fuck the show, the woman puked long jet black hair!
Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of yr head.Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl. ok tag at least 5 ppl..Ready? Start!
(I'm not going to write mervyn's name cause he never write mine, IM SUPERBLY PETTY)
1. jasmine
2. rachel
3. nik
4. hamizah
5. izyan
6. diana
7. kenneth
8. carolyn
9. wq
10. hj
11. melissa
12. rachel
13. jeslin
14. janessa
15. ming
16. william
17. vincent
18. alan
19. chris
20. georgeteo
1.how did u meet 14?
(janessa) In crescent! I forgot how though.
2.what would you do if u've never met 1?
(Jasmine) I will never be motivated to lose weight.
3.what would u do if 20 and 9 dated?
(wq, georgeteo) COOL SHIT, wq you've got my personal tutor!!!
4.did u ever like 19?
(Chris) We talked about having sex, but no.
5.would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
(Diana, Vincent) Vincent is damn gay and diana's butchy. So it's all good HAHA.
6. Describe 3.
NIK IS BITCHEYYYYY, SHE CALLS ME MEAN NAMES. THAT SHORTY!
7.Do u tink 8 is attractive?
(carolyn) YEAH damn big booobies, born to be a pornstar! But otherwise, she has a golden heart and I love her really.
8.Tell me sth about 7.
(kenneth) HE IS THE GOVERNMENT. Don't mess with him. He brings us drinking everytime we meet. Oh and he mesmerise girls.
9.Do you know any of 12's family?
(rachel) her mom din't liked me cause i was a butch (damn butchist), her sis is a struggling diva with emo boyfriend. her dad is a science teacher in greenview sec(is it greenview? it's smth along that line) Oh her dad forgot to button his shirt while talking on stage, it's the belly that part. He's really big. Then she has got a younger brother too who watches porn as a hobby since age 8. RACHEL I KNOW YOUR FAMILY PRETTY WELL HUH!
10.What's 8's favourite?
(carolyn) Her sister adeline. But again she has a golden heart so she trys to love everyone and everything.
11.what would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
(alan) When that happens I bet he would still be wearing his VS track n field shirt with shorts and kiaping a newspaper under his armpit, oh and slippers.
12.what language does 15 speak?
(ming) He blow and go
13.Who is 9 going out with?
(wq) Tricia goh our art teacher, HAHA bad joke ok, ok.
14.how old is 16 now?
(william) 17, and his voice still haven't break.
15.When's the last time u talked to 13?
(jeslin) On my birthday i guess, a friend that takes a place in my heart even when we drift.
16.what is 2's favourite band/singer?
(rachel) HAHAHAHA, she sang lao shu ai da mi a few days back. so i guess that song's singer is it.
17.would u ever date 4?
(hamizah) YEAH HOT STUFF!
18.would u ever date 7?
(kenneth) I'd be the cause of girls' jealousy. And he would scold all the handphone retailers for me :D
19.Is 15 single?
(ming)mervyn says someone told him he's not. he din't tell me and i forgot to ask.
20.What is 10's last name?
(hj) good qtn for her. its just HANJIN, so no last name. No, she's not from china haha.
21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
(melissa) OH DARLING CHINCHIN! Rmb sec3 someone tagged on my blog asking if we were tgt? awwww!
22.What school does 3 go to?
(nik) she is my bitchy classmate, so its SP DMC.
23.Where does 6 live?
(diana)A few streets away from me :D She likes to take long torturous busrides home and pull me along.
24.What's yr fav thing about 5?
(izyan) Her minah slang!
25.Have u seen number 1 naked?
(jasmine) no, but i think mervyn would love that.
Ok let's end off with pictures :D
Connect '06
Mass Jasmine Pose
And then me and diana waited around in zara for so fucking long a few days back we decided to camwhore.
Bitchy mode now, some people are brainless.
jialing
10:03 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
I can't sleep!
I woke up too late today, like 3pm, like totally!
I Insist that school is meant to be ponned.
So I shall blog!
I had my first test on tuesday(or was it mon?!)
I felt motivated.
I woke up early on the day itself and read through notes!
but ohmygodding, before the test,
nik told me aza studied finish a week ago.
I feel quite loved currently, people around me are nice and cute :D but
I THINK I SECRETLY HATE ALOT OF PEOPLE.
Like ugly boys especially. And evil heavily accented witches.
AH! They should feed ugly boys to evil witches!
Fucking happy ending :D
But really, being ugly is forgiveable (very hard though), but being EGO AT THE SAME TIME is DAMN CHAMPION(jan i just read ur blog so this word is ur influence!)
And when you are ugly, you can't be rocking wild.
You can only be deranged.
I'm going dating this June hols! Lovely!
I hope lao niang really get paid for all these clubbing tickets shit.
Bastardyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bitches want to cheat my money. ta pa de.
Wq was telling me to play 02Jam just now,
When I suddenly recalled that we broke the record at sp's guild house arcade for that music music hit hit the many buttons machine.
If only they'd be more generous and give cca pts for that.
There's this new girl in town,
fuckingfuckingfucking cute :D
Oh I introduced this chikopek to melissa during chronic, teeheehee!
I'm dating diana tmr, maybe will see jiemin and edmund too.
CHAIN-SMOKE YOUR LIFE AWAY PEOPLE! Randomly random.
I'm cranky so I suggest I go eat honey stars. Yummy.
GO HERE!
SMELLYBANANAS:where the bananas are smellier
or smth like that
can't rmb the tagline
me and wq are selling good stuff there
like viagra and hardcore XXX porn :D
If you go there in 5minutes time, your crush will call you at midnight and confess his love for you!
If you defy my order and go pangsai or smth, you will have bad luck for 5 years!
Scary..
jialing
4:11 AM
Monday, May 15, 2006
Who said your personal tutor in your tertiary education has to have good english?
HiHi Dear Ms Choy
I am sure you can be a disciplined person with well organised in your life and study. I have confident in you.
Poly life is not easy, with much of the freedom, one tends to be less focus and less discipline. Well, it is normal, but we must know when to play and when to study. From my sixth sense to you, I think you are someone that able to plan ahead if you want to.
Parent's love is always that greatest in the world. Just that sometimes, we have different views and expectations from them. You know what i am going to set the same goal as you, talk to them more often .....
So good luck and please don't be late again.. let's take "punctualilty to every lesson" as your first goal. OK? a promise?.
George Teo
6XXX XXX8 I never knew poly teachers are that caring. But jealous mervyn says maybe other lecturers have been telling him I'm perpetually late.
Oh and my teacher wants to copy my goal. I'm insiprational to my teacher. I'm happy but still, I dont like people to copy my goals.
OSH GOSH!!! AHHHHH I want all the David & Goliath tees!!!
fan to vacuum: you suck.
vacuum to fan: blow me.
REMINDER AH. QUICK ORDER YOUR TICS WITH ME AH. SELL FINISH THEN THATS IT AH.I lao-saied and puked codfish(damn wasted) out yesterday. I think it's because of my new diet, my body's rejecting food. This teaches me not to be a stupid bimbo. Like, totally!
And then I haven't do my homework. I'm becoming stupid. I shall use the my dog ate my homework excuse.
I remember last time shafinaz say she went home very late
then she tell her mother the mrt wheels come out.
hahahahahaha are you laughing too?
I got scholarship interview tmr so I can pon lesson.
yay I love myself :D
I hate my dog.
he stared at me when im eating my california seedless grapes. I decided to share one with him. until now its STILL on the floor. Maybe he expect me to eat drumstick everytime.
siao one. I hate you rocky.
This afternoon, my mother warned me. If i get a tattoo, I cannot get the current one I'm having now. Oh have i told you? I got a spray on jimi hendrix on my ankle. My mother described it as a pile of shit in chinese. Just because its not teresa teng -rolls eyes
nvm, still love you mummy (:
jialing
4:36 PM
